mourning period

it’s been few days after the disaster came to our family, I believe the mourning period should be ended.

because it’s just not productive, we should do something better, better than just lying down in the room whining about the fate that happened to us. so, let’s get up, storm the front!!!

Nusa Dua Earthquake, The Funny, Pity, and Angry Side

Pagi ini gempa bumi berkekuatan 6,8 SR mengguncang Pulau Bali. Pusatnya di sebelah barat daya Nusa Dua dengan kedalaman 10 KM. Gempa susulan pun sempat terjadi dan membuat panik warga. – andiim3 news

I went home this morning to visit my parents, but I only met my mom at the store (Bondalem Market, North Bali) because my Dad was still working at his office (Education Department of Tejakula Sub-district, North Bali).

I was having a conversation with my mom when the earth quake happened. Fortunately every body were remain calm while evacuating their self outside the building.

The funny thing was when we heard the guys on the local radio (Megeguritan Program on RRI Singaraja) were freaking out and we heard them saying “ada gempa..!” (en: “there is earth quake!”) and they left the station running some Tetabuhan (traditional music, a.k.a Gamelan) on air. Few minutes later, there was a lady on the radio asking for apology and announcing that the program will be ended shortly, and as the substitute they played more Tetabuhan until the next program hour. Dude… they freaked out..

So pity, there were some building broke because of the quake near the epicenter. And from the news I heard, there are some people got hurt because of it. Luckily the BMKG didn’t give us the Tsunami Warning.

But beside the funny and the pity side of the story, there are some people got angry after it happened, including me. 0_o But why?

You know, Indonesia as a large nation, has a lot of cultures and five different religion which are mostly teaching the same ideas, and it’s all the thing about goodness. But there are some “oknum” (a person in a certain capacity, with negative connotation) who spread negative opinion across the social network saying that the earthquake happened this morning in Bali is because Balinese do the “Maksiat” (violation of the God’s Law). Quoting the original source in Indonesian:  “Bali Gempa krn byk maksiat”. What the F..??? one source of the bad commentary: take a look at the comments on this page.

If it was happened because of the maksiat, how about the earthquake happened in Jogjakarta few years ago which destroyed a lot of houses and buildings and took many lives? How about the earthquake in Aceh which gave them a great Tsunami and took thousand lives and many more lost taken by the tide? How about many more natural disasters happened in Indonesia? How can you judge it? are you the Almighty God?

As we know, Aceh, Jogjakarta, and Bali are very religious territory. How could we say the disasters happened there were because of the bad things?

People who said so are the narrow-minded persons who connect the natural shifting of the earth to their unwell short-learned-religious which resulting the bad thought.

By the way, I love what Julia Perez said on this page:

I’m sorry for what I said, I’m just a Balinese who got mad if there’s anyone messing with my beloved island.
t(-.-t) fuck off, you damned guy!

Tears Dropping

I saw the tears were dropping
those pure water were falling
seems that your eyes were leaking
I knew deep inside you were crying

I didn’t see you were hurting
I didn’t see you were bleeding
but those tears keep falling
it makes me keep wondering

I’m not lying
and I’m not good in arguing
that I keep thinking:
why were you’re crying?


March 25th 2011

No explanation for this poem, coz only men who can understand this poem. Girl will never understand why men keeps pretending that they don’t understand the girls’ feeling when they cry. It’s suck actually when we saw our girl is crying, specially when it was because of us..


If you’re a programmer, then you know what does it mean if your life variable is in NULL condition.

like having something in thought, but you cant guessed it..

till you are very confused on how to code it..

and dying to know what it is.. is it in PHP, JS, HTML, or.. Love???

even you can erase and reformat your own brain to find it out..

getting spirit out of your body like a laptop without it’s battery

and you still don’t know what to do after seeking in task manager

sometimes you may think negatively.. think about ctrl+alt+del

until you feel the stress,

lost the fun in searching inside the registry..

dropped in your own shit..

you don’t even feel the wind of the cooling pad anymore..

you lost all of your ideas and inspirations, and closing the workspace..

and lying down on the cold ground wishing you could know what to do..

Money, Google Pagerank, and life

The three things that always in my mind right now is money, Google PR, and also my own life.

Huhh.. what a freak thing to thinking about…

1. Google Pagerank UPdated

Yesterday, I’ve checked my site pagerank, and you what?? I got my pagerank raised.. horray…

Now, my site’s PR is 3. Even my site is 45 days old (this day, May 30, 2009). That makes me proud..

2. Google Adsense Payment Issued

No special email from Google today, so i don’t know why I’m so feeling excited now on.

After I got my PR raised, I check my GA (Google Adsense) account. Damn, I’ve got only $1 this week. :-S

But, when I check the payment history page, it tell me that a payment was issued from Google to me.

Horray…. :-D  GA sent $108 to me… (actually to my mother, I’ve registered my mother at GA, not me).

I’ll receive the payment trough WU (Western Union) tomorrow.

3. I Got No Money till next month

This week is the last days of this month.. you know what does it mean..

My parents don’t have much money for me.. Oh no… Read More

Beberapa Hal Yang Baru

Dimulai dari hari Sabtu kemarin.. Semua berubah… Banyak yang berubah.. Tapi akan gw coba tulis satu-persatu…

1. Hari Sabtu Untuk Perpisahan

Kelas XII angkatan 2008/2009 sudah selesai menghadapi UAN dan UAS. Akhirnya ini waktunya kami untuk berpisah dengan semua warga SMA Negeri 1 Singaraja yang tercinta. Hari Sabtu tanggal 16 Mei 2009 dipilih untuk melepas kepergian kami ke jenjang kehidupan yang lebih tinggi.

Acara perpisahan dilalui dengan penuh haru sendu, meskipun banyak penampilan band dari kelas XII yang gokil abis.. Sayang gw ngga bawa hape ato kamera buat mengabadiin moment yang cuma sekali seumur hidup ntu..

Kami berpelukan satu sama lain.. saling menempelkan air mata (dan juga keringat 😛 hehehe)

Begitu juga dengan para guru, kami bersalam-salaman dan berpelukan dengan penuh haru, ngga lupa gw ngucapin terima kasih atas bimbingannya selama ini. Bendera Smansa dan Sang Merah Putih juga tak lupa kami peluk dan kami cium (pertanda cinta sama Indonesia dan Smansa neeh..)

Well.. tapi ini bukan akhir dari segalanya.. malah ini adalah awal yang harus ditempuh untuk meraih kesuksesan…

Good bye my friends, good bye my beloved teachers, good bye SMANSA SINGARAJA.

2. Ganti Hape dari N70 ke Sony Ericsson tipe . . . . :-S ?

Gw udah ilfil (baca: ill feel atau ilank feeling) ama Nokia N70 gw.. Read More