wild rose

my heart was beating fast
when I saw a red blast
growing on grey grass
surrounded by concrete glass

she was so red
red from a blood shade
from defense she made
for love that she had

but, she was beautiful and calm
spreading her cheerful charm
I want to keep her from harm
make her warm in my arm

 

the poem is about a guy who was admiring a girl. He was looking at that girl in a crowded place in a city. She was beautiful and calm. But this guy also could see a sorrow in her face. She looked so red as rose, the red which shows the sorrow and pain. He just kept pay attention to that girl and was wondering what did she feel. He guessed that girl just fight for her love that she had. an ordinary case for a girl. He was wondering that she may be could survive from that fight or may be she lost. But he just kept admiring that young lady’s beauty. He didn’t care what did happen to her. what he knew is that she was beautiful and charm un her sadness. He was so admiring her.

Ni tugas si doi.. hohoho ^.^

malam minggu

Tidak ku sangka hari ini adalah hari sabtu, berarti sekarang malam minggu. Ah, aku memang payah dari dulu, tidak pernah ingat kalau lagi malam minggu.

Mungkin karena sudah tidak lagi menopang wajah ngantuk di meja SMA, atau karena sudah tidak pernah memperhatikan dosen dengan terpaan angin dari AC yang membuat ngantuk juga. Setiap hari sudah tidak pernah melihat jadwal kuliah. Jadi hari-hari ini sama saja.

Ingin sebenarnya seperti pemuda yang lain, tiap malam minggu keluar cari angin. Atau jalan bersama pacar walau anginnya dingin. Melihat kenyataan: sesak di bathin.

Hahahaha… tapi tak apa.. ini bukan untuk membuat kalian iba, ini hanya kumpulan kata, untuk menghibur kalian-kalian dengan nasib yang sama. Memperlihatkan kalau kita tidak beda, NASIB KITA SAMA.

Malam minggu kelabu? enaknya sambil dengerin lagu ini nih:
Loving You – Minnie Riperton -> download disini
Alone Again Naturally -> download disini (Versi ICE AGE: DAWN OF THE DINOSAURS) atau disini (versi aslinya)

Tears Dropping

I saw the tears were dropping
those pure water were falling
seems that your eyes were leaking
I knew deep inside you were crying

I didn’t see you were hurting
I didn’t see you were bleeding
but those tears keep falling
it makes me keep wondering

I’m not lying
and I’m not good in arguing
that I keep thinking:
why were you’re crying?

 

Andi
March 25th 2011

No explanation for this poem, coz only men who can understand this poem. Girl will never understand why men keeps pretending that they don’t understand the girls’ feeling when they cry. It’s suck actually when we saw our girl is crying, specially when it was because of us..

a letter to my heart keeper

PF_20032011003541961 cropDear, my heart keeper 
as you can see this just a letter
few words from your lover
that will last forever

here I stand in coldest corner
without light, without fire
but I’m not going to surrender
coz I deserve something brighter

Oh my heart keeper
You know how I’m dying to be your server
sometimes my feeling going deeper
asking my self, are you my true desire?

you may think I’m just a liar
who speak something wilder
you my think I’m just a burglar
who steal your time for a liar

But I’ll prove it, and please remember
Promise me you won’t tell the other’s
that I’m always wanting us together
that I’m loving you forever

 

March, 20th 2011
By andi the lover, to be a better writer

 

About this poem:

I write this poem tonight for my lovely girl. Frankly, she deserve better poem than the one I wrote, but I did my best Smile

The poem tell us about a lonely guy who love his girl very much, so does the girl. The guy often feel lonely, feel like in the corner of the darkness when the girl is not there. He always wanted the girl on his side, but that just a big dream for him. He thinks that his words and acts was meaningless, he want to prove to the girl that he really love her from the deepest heart.

malam ini

Malam ini aku gelisah, setelah 2 putaran jam ku berusaha untuk memejamkan semua indra, tapi tetap tak lelap juga. Ku beranjak dari tempat tidur, membuka pintu kamar kost ku, ahhh… udara malam.. begitu sejuk.. dan seakan ingin mengajakku duduk di beranda di depan kamar ku yang suntuk, tapi kutolak halus karena memang harus, ku tetap berdiri berpegangan pagar pembatas yang melindungiku agar tak jatuh dari lantai dua, lantai kamarku berada.
night sky
Ku berdiri menghadap ke selatan dimana bukit berdiri gagah dihadapanku, cahaya lampu gemerlap menghiasinya, seakan mata-matanya berkedip bergantian dan mengisyaratkan cinta nya pada malam. Desa di bukit itu, Gitgit, mungkin namanya aneh dimata orang asing, tapi keindahan alamnya selalu mendatangkan banyak wisatawan asing. Disana terdapat air terjun, yang ku yakin saat ini air-air yang jatuh dari atas tebing pun ikut menikmati malam ini sambil berpelukan gravitasi yang akan membawanya ke laut.

Ku tahu mereka setuju dengan pendapat awan tipis yang saling terpisah jauh di langit yang terang malam ini, mereka sangat lucu, dengan jumlah yang sedikit berusaha menangkap bintang yang bertaburan. musnahlah mereka dalam beberapa jam ini kalau mereka Read More

bad feeling

Today i woke up late, the first thing i did was texting my GF, it’s my routine to check on her. She’s my babe, so i have to keep an eye on her. hehe

fall in loveShe is a college girl, so she goes to campus almost everyday, well, she’s little bit different than me who got nothing to do everyday, just wasting my time on bed and online. Okay, that’s a huge differences.

 

Bconfuseut there is something bothering my mind. I’m not sure what it is. I feel weirdness flying around my head with their little freaky wings. Even it could make the freak pink dinosaurs even worst.

Those weirdness like wanna say something about my new relationship. I tend not to listen their voices. But they speak thru to my mind and says to me in a devil ways:

hit in the facehaha.. poor Andi.. it is useless to text her this morning, she’s not completely yours. She still loves her ex. You can’t be the guy before you. You can’t even beat him. Just leave your feeling behind, find a new babe.. >:-D”

But, my angel give the devil a slap in the face, slap in the faceand talk to me tenderly:

angledon’t listen to him, darl, he can only give bad feeling and negative thought to people. Be positive, I’m sure that you can be yourself and win her heart. So that you may be a great couple. You both are still young, I can understand if both of you still think, sometimes, in a negative way. Now keep this in mind, be yourself in loving each other, because your spouse will have to love you, not somebody else. And now, wake up from your dream, and take care of her, and don’t forget to take a bath and brush your teeth. O:-) ”

thinkWell, I think I have to do what my angel said. I have to move on, believing in this relationship, start learning my girl, n giving her the best I could.

And finally I have to take a shower like the angel said. shower

That’s all folks.. bye bye… bye