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I have 20 days left to enjoy my life (and love) in Singaraja. My boarding house will “expire” on April 20th, and I don’t think I can extend it, because I’m out of money…. I wish I could get the “STNK” for my vixion soon, so that I could go to Denpasar right after April [...]

I have 20 days left to enjoy my life (and love) in Singaraja. My boarding house will “expire” on April 20th, and I don’t think I can extend it, because I’m out of money….

I wish I could get the “STNK” for my vixion soon, so that I could go to Denpasar right after April 20th and apply for a position in a cruise..

Oh, by the way, I’m going to sell my website, andiim3.com, it has a good traffic, thousands members, and… easy to maintenance. Actually, I will sell the script only (the exact copy of live version n also the latest database), but if you insist to buy the domain name (andiim3.com) too, that will be different.

Why do I wanna sell the site? Because  starting from next month, I will have no time to check the site n do the maintenance.. So, I will give it to someone who is interested in website, online business, or android.

so.. gimme the price!

Today, it’s nearly become a perfect day for me. I woke up 5 minutes before the alarm buzzing. I escort her to the campus, we have lunch together. But.. “gag usah komen kalo gag pengen komen” Those words stubbed me deeply when we were chatting.. I’m easily offended these days, so it just hurt me [...]

Today, it’s nearly become a perfect day for me. I woke up 5 minutes before the alarm buzzing. I escort her to the campus, we have lunch together. But..

“gag usah komen kalo gag pengen komen”

Those words stubbed me deeply when we were chatting.. I’m easily offended these days, so it just hurt me and ruined my day.

that’s all thing in my mind that I can write in this post…

Why would I lie to girl? Why would I pretend to them that I’m a romantic guy? No use! I am who I was. I’m not romantic since the first time I date a girl. If you see my posts in this blog, you may say that I’m a very romantic guy. But you’re wrong. [...]

Why would I lie to girl? Why would I pretend to them that I’m a romantic guy? No use!

I am who I was. I’m not romantic since the first time I date a girl.

If you see my posts in this blog, you may say that I’m a very romantic guy. But you’re wrong.

I can’t tell them how I feel in fancy way.. I can’t say “I love you” everyday.. I can’t wipe their tears when they cry.. I can’t show them that I’m into that same feeling in each day..

She is right, I’m stuck! I always lose my words when I have to say something. But it doesn’t mean that I don’t like her.. it just mean that I’m not good in communicating my thought..

Perhaps girls could accept me the way I am. Coz its kinda hard to change how I express my feeling to them..

I always try to make them feels as comfort as possible.. but if they don’t feel it, I could step back and willing to bury all my heart to keep them from being hurt because of me.

So, can you accept me the way I am? Or should I step back and giving up on you?

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I saw the tears were dropping those pure water were falling seems that your eyes were leaking I knew deep inside you were crying I didn’t see you were hurting I didn’t see you were bleeding but those tears keep falling it makes me keep wondering I’m not lying and I’m not good in arguing [...]

I saw the tears were dropping
those pure water were falling
seems that your eyes were leaking
I knew deep inside you were crying

I didn’t see you were hurting
I didn’t see you were bleeding
but those tears keep falling
it makes me keep wondering

I’m not lying
and I’m not good in arguing
that I keep thinking:
why were you’re crying?

Andi
March 25th 2011

No explanation for this poem, coz only men who can understand this poem. Girl will never understand why men keeps pretending that they don’t understand the girls’ feeling when they cry. It’s suck actually when we saw our girl is crying, specially when it was because of us..